Awkward...

Im starting to wonder. Is there maybe something wrong with me. I try my best to be a really good person but still I end up hurting people. I have to big a heart to do something about stuff in the beginning when it still wouldn't hurt that bad but instead i try to find some other way out from it so that none would get hurt but then again. Its me crying. In love songs and films its always 'follow your heart in what you do' but what if the heart wants to choose more than one way. Its always the same in films, but what about real life? Real life is harder than a movie. Its real people having real feelings.

Its not easy seeing some people. You get nervous, your heart starts beating really really fast. you can't breathe, even when the other one doesn't realize that you exist. Well okej. He did. But you screwed that up too...